"Yeah, I'm I'm" he couldn't finish a sentence. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Remus convulsed. . he wanted to say. Remus' heart was hammering hard and fast. VIII. This times just different. Hes okay. "Just tell me if it's strong or weak," Sirius didnt think hed bitten his tongue, not yet at least. but they didnt have Sirius Black III (3 November, 1959 -18 June, 1996), also known as Padfoot or Snuffles (in his Animagus form), was an English pure-blood wizard, the older son of Orion and Walburga Black, the brother of Regulus Black, and godfather of Harry Potter. Sit for a second, okay? Hold on, hold on, he muttered, and then realized how ridiculous it was to tell Remus to. He wished hed told him to sit back down, to stay on the couch, to lie down and rest. . He needed to handle this. Four minutes and seventeen seconds, if you were looking at the timer, but it didnt matter. When Sirius was sick, he made it. them. 1 It gives those who experience it the. "It's strong," Sirius said. what-ifs. 3 of Tom Harry fics Time Harry and Luna find out they are soulmates in a. loud house fanfiction different lincoln; goose parade netherlands. His elbows locked. You could spend hours thinking about all the ways this could play out, but its not going to help anyone. A million other ways this could have gone. Theres triggers, Sirius said, picking at the skin around his fingernails. Hes not he forced himself to breathe one long, shuddering inhale, because it really wouldnt serve either of them well if he passed out from lack of oxygen as well. . 23. . Of course, dear. On October 31, 1981, when he was about a year old, Lord Voldemort (1926-1998) broke into James and Lily&x27;s home in Godric&x27;s Hollow. Remus smiled, shaking his head. It was very cute. lets How he ever thought he would be able to drive himself to the hospital was lost on him. He wished hed convinced Remus it was okay to take a stronger cold medicine. No one talked about what happened after five minutes, he found. didnt matter, because Remus wasnt breathing, and he wasnt answering, and he wasnt stopping. The breath punched out of Remus lungs all at once with a strangled sort of shout, the way it always did when he was about to hit the worst of it, when his breath was about to become strained and thin and painful, and with that awful, thready moan, Sirius mind seemed to snap into place. No. He pulled a breath in through his nose and let it out through his mouth slowly. But right before sixth year, he is diagnosed with leukemia, which is not treatable by magic. Whatever Regulus had given Harry, it apparently was enough to satiate him for the time being, because the crying had stopped. Four minutes was only sixty seconds from danger, which had no. His back arched. Okay, Sirius nodded. He didnt even get an aura., It was probably just everything all at once, Regulus sighed. "Okay, it it's stopped, or Sirius kept his hand on Remus shoulder. Maybe he should have called an ambulance right away. 1 It gives those who experience it the ability to do very great things as a result of it. I'm working on it already, and I'm aiming to have it out around tuesday wednesday ish. Sirius thought. Just prop the door, okay? Four minutes was only sixty seconds from danger, which had no Harry was shunned by the whole school after the parseltongue incident. Thats normal, too, What happened to Remus' face twitched, and Sirius moved his fingers from his throat to cup his cheek, his heart lurching. But her tone. Thats all it had beensomething simple, congestion, body aches, a sinus infection at worst. He needed to call Regulus. 2022. harry potter seizure in front of sirius fanfiction. That was, Fuck, Sirius cursed again, jumping to his feet so fast he nearly tripped. It had just been a cold. Is he breathing at all?, Some, Sirius nodded jerkily even though she couldnt see him. He needed to call Regulus. Sirius held his breath, too. I dont think hes aware of anything., Okay. Brothers, and all that. His hands were shaking. Theres two nearby, theyve both been dispatched, Er chamomile? and Okay. There was saliva and blood pooling under his cheek. It&x27;s Sirius, who, despite all his fierce love towards his godson, looks at Harry and can&x27;t help but see rather more of James than there is. Remus hadnt gotten to four, before. He cupped his hand around the back of Remus head, and then he pressed his fingers in a little bit, trying to feel if there was a bump there. call. Second, as always, I only write happy endings, but this fic will discuss a lot about fear and recovery when dealing with chronic health conditions from different perspectives. I take it back. Okay, he cut her off. and becoming more insistent because he was awake and he was hungry and he didnt know what had happened, because he was just a kid, but the noise made pressure build behind Sirius eyes. Make sure the areas clear, and if it stops, you can move him onto his side to help recovery,. There were steps for this. They may have stopped running down faces but Harry knew- as did Sirius- it didn't stop the cracks inside. But an ambulance couldn't arrive in one minute, anyway, right? Its okay, Regulus cut him off. Sirius started deleting his text to answer the question, but another from Regulus interrupted him Regulus started opening cabinets in the kitchen, but Sirius stared down at the floor. Sirius had to supply those himself, and his mind was having no trouble theorizing all sorts of terrible things. He needed to get Harry. the operator asked, and Sirius jumped. Sirius, is he awake or aware of his surroundings?. Okay, Sirius murmured. What if she blames me? Sirius asked miserably. really she reassured him. Remus? Sirius shot his hand out to grip the forearm of the EMT who was nearest to him because he needed to hold onto something or he'd collapse right then and there. he read off of one box. Sorry, hes he pushed Remus hair out of his face. . Good. What happened to the When confronted with the information about Voldemort being back and targeting muggles, the muggle government didn't just roll over. You taking a second to catch your breath doesnt delay that. Go on, drink your sports-drink, Sirius urged, turning to put the rest of the groceries into the fridge. I think green tea has caffeine, so thats out. He turned back to Remus, who had draped his arm over the back of the couch, facing backward to watch Siriuss search. Sirius realized his phone was buzzing. His neck tensed. Regulus lived the closest out of any of them. He forced himself to his feet, steadying himself on the counter, looking around the room for something that would spur him into motion, some indication of where to Okay? Letting out a whimper as she gave a small flick of a wand, and then Harry, arms flinging tried to hold onto something as not to drown in his own blood as he went under suddenly, and then something or more as someone grabbed his hair and yanked him back up above the blood bath. And for some reason, the first thing Sirius said when the operator picked up was sorry.. papa-pa He squeezed his eyes shut, tipping his head forward to rest against Regulus chest, and the roaring in his ears was slowly quieting. Sirius cut himself off, though, because Remus arms suddenly went slack from where they were locked over his body before, and his chest jolted once, twice, stilled, and then he. Harry and Draco are in the process of adopting a son when they find out Harry is pregnant. He held Remus tight in his fingers, clutching the back of his neck with one hand and Remus hand in his other, willing him to wake up. Fluffy is a huge, vicious three-headed dog who guards the sorcerer's stone Firenze speaking to Harry Potter A dead Unicorn in the Forbidden Forest As part of their punishment for being caught out of bed at night by Minerva McGonagall, Harry Potter , Hermione Granger, Draco Malfoy and Neville Longbottom were assigned to help the gamekeeper. She giggled. That&x27;s what got Harry suspicious of the headmaster. Replied the invisible blob. Youre spiraling, Regulus pointed out, and Sirius hated that he was right. It doesn&x27;t help that Harry&x27;s most recent visit with Voldemort has left him more scarred than anything before "Twice Harry Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows is a fantasy novel written by British author J Niether Remus or Sirius dies "Ok, Firstly I want Sirius, Remus, Minevra and Hermione here a "Ok, Firstly I want Sirius, Remus, Minevra and. Someone told him the name of the hospital they were going to, and then they wrote it down on a sticky note for him because his hands were shaking too hard to write it himself. . Remus would say. okay He couldn't even form a thought. 5. . This work could have adult content. He could feel Regulus heart hammering as well. Remus Lupin explains to Harry that a change in the shape of a Patronus can happen due to a large shock - in this case, it was probably the death of her cousin Sirius, that caused the change. As he set the bottle down, he started coughing, thumping his own chest. the operator said. Cheers. He made a toasting motion and took a bite of his cracker. Thats what I thought, Sirius nodded. Theyd skipped the aura, the sense of dread, the metal taste. "Sirius, it's okay. . Ever so slowly, Sirius pressed the glass to his wrist and put pressure on it before dragging it across in a neat line. How else was one to learn that carrots were good for the eyes, or bananas helped digestion, or sweet potatoes were good for your immune system? &0183;&32;Mentions of abuse Mentions of abuse He gets abused, tormented, and has fallen into a deep depression harry potter fanfiction snape sees scars on harry, harry potter fanfiction harry tortured in front of sirius, During a break from testing in their fifth year, the group of Gryffindor friends known as the Marauders James Potter, Remus Lupin, Peter Pettigrew, and. he huffed, waving a cracker in his fingers. northwestern lacrosse. Harry had started calling for him, going. After their beautiful wedding, Draco supposes he has to hold up his end of the bargain on the topic of offspring. He pulled off his sweater and laid it out under Remus head as carefully as he could without touching him and then glanced at the stopwatch. Regulus crossed the space between them and Sirius reached out blindly. Remus made another noise like a moan. it's been really amazing to hear that these boys mean as much to you as they do to me. He could have called the ambulance sooner. There were, They couldnt just skip them, they couldnt. joints, Calm down, now, werent they? Wouldnt you like to know, pretty boy. PROLOGUE Author's Note You may recognize much of the Prologue for "Right in Front of Me". Absentmindedly, Sirius wondered if this was how Marlene felt all that time ago, the day that Sirius had asked Remus out to dinner. He felt a bit guilty sending what he sent where he sent it, but he needed someone to come, and the fastest way to make that happen was to message the chat hed made for sending christmas photos a few months ago because it had all the people who might be able to help. Open your eyes.". . Time it, okay? Alright, thats thats good. It would be okay. the operator instructed. Remus had knocked a stool over when he fell. That was the only warning. I know, I know, but look, its blue! Sirius held out the bottle to Remus, and Remus made a little, sound and took it from him. That was written on one of Harrys baby foods, I think. Absent-mindedly, Sirius made a note that Harry would be up from his nap soon, probably hungry. the operator repeated, and Sirius shook himself. Oh, fuck, he muttered. Tell him to get Euphemia to stop calling Sirius, Ill ring her in a minute, Regulus added. He squeezed his eyes shut, tipping his head forward to rest against Regulus chest, and the roaring in his ears was slowly quieting. Except, they aren&x27;t. One night while out on the grounds of Hogwarts, Remus smells the s of his mate and fallows it Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets "I thought you were going to buy me a present Missing POA moment - Remus sees Harry. Sirius pinched himself just to be sure this was all real. His arms jerked and stilled, and his face twitched, but his eyes were still rolled back. Four minutes didn't have that one minute buffer. the message said. calling for Now that he said it, it made sense. I should have known better, he breathed, wiping harshly at his eyes again. June 1996. "Remus?" The siren was loud, and then louder, and then it stopped, and Sirius could hear footsteps coming up the stairs. I make a lot of noise. Theyd skipped getting safely to the ground. Youre doing good, Sirius murmured, ducking his head between his shoulders a bit. He didnt know who. Maybe he stood up too fast, or stood for too long, or hadnt gotten enough sleep, or hadnt had enough water. Sirius had always found he held his breath, too, in those moments. Okay." Remus had told Sirius he was pretty sure hed caught it from some lady whod sneezed on him at the caf, and as disgusting as that sounded, Remus had just laughed it off. Sirius raised his eyebrows at him from the kitchen, but Remus waved a hand at him in a general, gesture. . " Hed rested his head against his shoulder, his head tilted sideways, and he looked very much like a sad little puppy, Sirius thought. He needed to get up. You arent driving right now.. He could. Slower.. "It's okay," Sirius said as confidently as he could. "I know. Remus would say. 2022. 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It didnt make sense. ooh! 1 It gives those who experience it the. and becoming more insistent because he was awake and he was hungry and he didnt know what had happened, because he was just a kid, but the noise made pressure build behind Sirius eyes. Based off First Came Marriage, by AMBERJANUS. in the other room, and he shook his head, trying to force his thoughts to line up. Hes still not waking up. Remus inhales were becoming longer than his exhales, catching against his throat so they grated in his throat. Is this the hospital? Regulus asked, picking up the sticky note from the counter. What was the before? Okay, He pulled a breath in through his nose and let it out through his mouth slowly. . Keep breathing, he said. Groceries He heard a sound, but it wasnt Remus. Time it, okay? I know them, Lupin; terrible, terrible vampires, headed by the foulest git going. Er chamomile? 2022. . The first time had been an accident; he was nine, playing with the landline and clicking buttons just to see what they did because they made funny noises. Nothing, he sighed. One night while out on the grounds of Hogwarts, Remus smells the s of his mate and fallows it Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets "I thought you were going to buy me a present Missing POA moment - Remus sees Harry. "Okay," Sirius breathed. just then as though he could help it. Sirius took his hand away. Okay, Sirius breathed, but the dial tone was already changing. Remus neck tensed, and he thudded the back of his head against the floor, elbows locking, and there was red at the corner of his mouth. fuck, Maybe not melatonin yet, though. Sirius paused it. No, Sirius blurted out almost insistently, and then the reality of it all hit him at once, and he felt like ice was running through his veins. Sirius had to supply those himself, and his mind was having no trouble theorizing all sorts of terrible things. Okay, he repeated, and found his way to Hopes number, his thumb hovering over the button. . Where is he now?, No, Regulus cut him off so abruptly it startled Sirius a bit. The waver in his step wasnt lost on him, but Remus steadied himself on the arm of the couch and placed the majority of weight on his right leg, doing a stiff sort of half hop to the kitchen where he leaned his elbow against the island. Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling; Relationships: Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter; Hermione Granger/Ron Weasley; Lucius Malfoy/Narcissa Malfoy; Sirius Black/Remus Lupin; Colin Creevey/Theodore Nott; Pansy Parkinson/Original Female Character; Ginny Weasley/Blaise Zabini; Neville Longbottom/Luna Lovegood; Characters: Draco Malfoy; Harry Potter; Hermione Granger He tended to avoid most cold and flu medicines, worrying about how theyd react with his epilepsy and medications, even though his doctor had told him which ones were alright to take. . &0183;&32;Search Harry Potter Fanfiction Remus Meets Harry. . H/LL. meltina osu. she greeted cheerily, and Sirius heart twisted. Remus was meticulous about these things, even if he was a force of chaos in every other way. The silence was almost deafening, no more siren, no more wail, no more phone buzzing. Yeah. . NeonicBeast. So if the seizure continued right until the ambulance got there, it wouldn't be five minutes long, it would be, say, five minutes plus however much time it took the ambulance to get there, and then if Remus didnt stop, it would be. but yeah, as i said in the intro notes, this fic is gonna talk a lot about both sides of the experience when dealing with a chronic health condition, particularly the 'scarier' parts, from both Sirius' pov and from Remus' pov since i think both sides are interesting and complex topics to write about, and i hope they're interesting for you to read about as well :), and fr, next chapter is gonna have the comfort part of the hurt/comfort i swear. His eyes twitched, but they didnt open all the way, still rolled back in his head and flicking back and forth behind his eyelids like he was dreaming. It was too fast. I dont usually go longer than three minutes, They couldnt just skip them, they couldnt. Sirius traced a finger down one of the fine white lines still visible on Harry's face.. Sirius traced a finger down one of the fine white lines still visible on Harry's face.. harry potter fanfiction harry dies in front of sirius, Fanfiction-Suche Fanfics / Fanfictions de Harry Potter de todos os gneros She writes as Librasmile or Tenthsun on Archive of Our Own Jan 2, 2021 - Explore . He needed to find his keys, Okay, Regulus sighed softly, and Sirius realized belatedly that they had the same tendency to say, when they werent sure what else to say. start. Oh, thats the melatonin. "Moony, come on, love. Right. It was time to find out what that was. Its been five he pulled the phone from his ear, and put it on speaker, checking the timer app again. He rattled off their address nonetheless and then confirmed it when she read it back to him, listed his phone number, confirmed that as well. she cut him off. please, emergency, remus going to hospital What was next? K. 3 of Tom Harry fics Time Harry and Luna find out they are soulmates in a. Thatnot breathing its. Youre okay, Moons, its alright. He wiped his hand over his face, trying to unwind the tightness that was gripping his heart. Its tonic clonic, he gets them sometimes, but this ones not stopping, and hehe didnt get an aura before, and hes been sick and hes got a fever, Hold on, slow down, five Remus was loaded onto the stretcher, strapped in, and he was pale and still.